Fri
Dec
23
fucking cupcakes.
so anyways yah’ll.
when i got home i weighed 179.6, then when i weighed myself a few days later it was 180.6, but hey it fluctuates i understand.
i started going to the gym. 2 days in a row for a hour on the elliptical.
however i ate two and a half cupcakes and i am going over to a friends house for a super awesome dinner.
so much food. fuck i hate myself i’ve already had 1080 calories today. i really should try to cap it at 1000, that is how i lost the weight last time. so i think i am going to have a small serving of whaevs then veg and hang at wendy’s.
can’t eat too much. blah i hate my body.
