180.0lbs
on the dot. i made my weight quota haha.
i did somethign dumb and looked through a ton of thinspo pics and before and afters. kinda feel like crap about my body. i really wanna get back down to 163. 150 would be an amazing goal to reach. i just need to make sure that while i am at home i don’t gain any weight at all. i’m going to seriously make it to the gym every day and limit the xmas treats like whoa. All meals will be small single portions. I know i already said this but GYM EVERY DAY. in the morning. my siblings will go to school i will wake up and hit the gym. on days i know i’m going to drink i will eat very light and no desserts at all.
okay i can do this. i have a dead line approaching fast. gotta be down 5 pounds in the next few weeks. i can do this. i can totally do this. i can get to 175 by january.
