Sitting, Weighting, Wishing

check out my jack johnson pun.
Wed Nov 2

making goals rather than doin’ my hooomework.

okay so i san that title, and if as nifty. 

alright so i did well in that whole not eating a butt load of garbage day. i also had green tea… i don’t think that is why but i want to pretend it is. i’m not gunna incorporate green tea into me every day weeee. it’s delicious! 

i saw something online that sorta inspired me and i have made a new realistic goal:

152 lbs. 

my current weight is unfortunately 182.6lbs. yes i know it’s awful i’ve gone up pretty much 20 pounds form me lowest and depressed depressed depressed about it. but i will go back down. 30 pounds to lose seems to doable, especially when i KNOW i can get myself down 20 more. 

i did so good with willpower today. i can do it again tomorrow and the next day. as a small treat for myself i will get sushi this weekend or maybe just for friday night. yum yum yum. 

i had been 180 the week before but i started my period bloat bloat blah.

okay so here goes nothing with my goals. 

START: 242lbs

CURRENT: 182.6

  • 192 (heaviest i went back up to)
  • 189
  • 180
  • 179 (breaking the 180 mark, having done this in months)
  • 175
  • 174 (where i was stuck the majority of this past year)
  • 170
  • 169 (breaking the 170s, been a long time since this, about a year)
  • 163 (lowest weight i’ve seen on this journey thus far)
  • 160 (a number i haven’t seen yet)
  • 159 (a range i don’t remember ever being. i must have been 10 the last time i weighed that)